The Yankees last played a game 127 days ago when they bowed out of the ALDS in Game 4 because they couldn’t save their season against a Blue Jays bullpen game. Since then, nothing has happened when it comes to the Yankees, other than trading for Ryan Weathers. The team Yankees fans watched not be good enough all year against the league’s top competition — and then not be good enough in the ALDS — is the same team the Yankees are going into 2026 with. The same team that went 20-31 during the summer, blew an eight-game division lead to the Blue Jays, barely eked out a best-of-3 win against the injury-ravaged Red Sox and then got run out of the postseason by the Blue Jays, culminating in Vladimir Guerrero Jr. and David Ortiz laughing in the faces of the Yankees and their fans on national TV, is back.

There is nothing different about the end of the 2025 season and the start of the 2026 season. A few months without baseball didn’t make this roster better at baseball. The start of 2026 is just a continuation of the end of 2025. The Yankees made that so when they decided to bring back the same not-good-enough roster and then had the balls to tell everyone it’s not the same roster. Though that part shouldn’t come as a surprise since the Yankees have been spewing “championship-caliber” bullshit for years, believe internally that they won the 2017 World Series, continue to operate with the same manager and general manager and have an owner who said this winter that the franchise with the highest valuation in the sport (and possibly all sports if put up for sale) doesn’t turn a profit.

Two weeks ago, Brian Cashman told everyone the Yankees aren’t running it back. At the time, every position player from the Yankees’ last game of last season had been brought back for this season, except for Paul Goldschmidt. Then the Yankees went and brought back Goldschmidt. So now 100 percent of the Yankees’ ALDS position player roster is back for 2026. I wonder if 100 percent is enough for Cashman to admit he did absolutely nothing this offseason.

“You’re starting anew, right?” Aaron Boone wrongly said during his first-day-of-spring-training press conference. “There’s nothing you’re taking with you, ultimately, from last year. It’s all a clean slate.”

What the fuck are you talking about, Boone? You’re literally taking everything with you from last year. The slate couldn’t be dirtier. Opening Day 2026 may as well be Game 170 of 2025.

“There are a lot of the same guys,” Goldschmidt said upon his arrival to spring training.

There are not “a lot of the same guys.” They’re all the same!

Here is the Yankees’ roster of position players from the ALDS:

Cody Bellinger
Jose Caballero
Jazz Chisholm
Jasson Dominguez
J.C. Escarra
Paul Goldschmidt
Trent Grisham
Aaron Judge
Ryan McMahon
Ben Rice
Amed Rosario
Giancarlo Stanton
Anthony Volpe
Austin Wells

Now I will bold the players from that list that are returning this season.

Cody Bellinger
Jose Caballero
Jazz Chisholm
Jasson Dominguez
J.C. Escarra
Paul Goldschmidt
Trent Grisham
Aaron Judge
Ryan McMahon
Ben Rice
Amed Rosario
Giancarlo Stanton
Anthony Volpe
Austin Wells

IT’S THE SAME LIST!

“So if we play well, it’ll be a good thing,” Goldschmidt shared as an all-time observation. “If we don’t, then it’ll probably be the reason that it’s said we didn’t play well.”

The Yankees have one path to a successful season: win the World Series. That’s it. Not just because they’re the Yankees and they haven’t won the World Series in going on 17 years, but because they set themselves up to not just eat crow, but eat a pile of shit if they don’t win the World Series after returning the same roster from last year. Not that the Yankees care about eating shit. When they failed to make the postseason in 2023, their general manager told the media the team he built was “pretty fucking good” after going 82-80, and he only shared that with the media after the organization decided not to hold their annual end-of-season press conference to avoid answering questions about the organization’s worst season in three decades. When the Yankees were embarrassed in the World Series in 2024, they patted themselves on the back just for reaching the World Series, even if their path was solely built on the AL Central. When the Yankees allowed 34 runs in the four-game ALDS loss this past October, they called it a small sample size and talked about their 94 regular-season wins, conveniently forgetting to mention they went 13-25 against the Blue Jays, Red Sox, Tigers, Dodgers and Phillies during that 94-win campaign. Boone called the 2025 team the best roster he has managed, and all he was able to get out of them was an ALDS exit before he was retained for a ninth year. There’s no end to the lengths the Hal Steinbrenner Yankees will go to tell you what you watched isn’t what actually took place and they will do it again this year if their strategy of running it back (again, a strategy they have told us isn’t what they are doing even if 100 percent of the position players are the same) fails.

“We’re running it back,” Jazz Chisholm told reporters on Wednesday as the impending free agent completely disregarded the organizational standpoint that they are in fact not running it back. Then Chisholm went off on one his bizarre, nonsensical tangents about how good the Yankees are — the same kind of nonsense he said last summer and the fall before. “At the halfway point, we thought we built a team that was going to go to the World Series. I don’t see a problem with running it back with four MVPs on your team.”

Chisholm talks like the Yankees have the last few AL and NL MVPs in their lineup and not shells of their MVP-selves except for Aaron Judge. The Yankees’ lineup is still Judge and everyone else, and what that means is it’s Judge and no one else. The Yankees are still a one-man show with a bunch of secondary pieces that can’t survive without that one man. If Judge were to go down for any extended period of time, the season would be over, just like it was in 2023. And the Yankees would have their excuse like they did in 2023, even if no baseball team should be as reliant on one player as the Yankees are with Judge.

The lineup is greatly flawed with a lack of quality right-handed bats and other than Judge having to stay healthy and as good as he has been the last four years is the need for Trent Grisham to replicate his one good major-league season, Stanton to be available and productive and Bellinger to be the player he was in 2025 and not the player the Dodgers non-tendered and the Cubs traded. There is a lot riding on Ben Rice to take the next step in his development and a lot being put on him to possibly be the second-best hitter in the lineup. There is the need for Chisholm to have his best season yet in his walk year and for Jose Caballero to do everything he can early in the season to steal the shortstop job away from Anthony Volpe. Just kidding! That’s never happening, considering the two were supposedly competing for the everyday job in September and Caballero played 18 games and had an .845 OPS and Volpe played 18 games and had a .534 OPS and Volpe still started every postseason game. (The Judge three-run home run in Game 3 of the ALDS was the best moment of the postseason, but the second-best moment was Boone hitting Jasson Dominguez for Volpe in the ninth inning in Game 4 to prevent Volpe from being booed off the field again.) Because we know what Volpe, Austin Wells and Ryan McMahon are offensively, there’s no point in believing any of those three will provide anything other than below-league-average offense. So the Yankees will play with one-third of their lineup being near-automatic outs each game.

“The expectations of this organization, whatever players are here, it’s to win a championship,” Goldschmidt said.

Spoken like someone who has a full year of Yankees media training to his name. Those haven’t been the expectations around here for a long time. If they were, the Yankees would have more than one championship since 2000. The same front office wouldn’t continue to get the opportunity to end the drought and the same manager wouldn’t get a ninth chance to win something other than an abundance of regular-season games against teams that don’t qualify for the postseason. Certainly, the same failed roster wouldn’t get another chance to do what they haven’t been able to do.

Yankees baseball is back and Wednesday was the start of the 2026 season, but let’s not act like it’s truly the start of a “new” season. For now, this season and last season are one and the same.

There’s nothing the Yankees love more than telling their fans what they see with their own eyes isn’t what has unfolded or is unfolding.

Each season, the Yankees tell you the team is championship-caliber even when said season doesn’t end with a championship (which none have for 16 straight years) or when the team doesn’t even reach the championship (which they have done once in the last 16 years and were thoroughly embarrassed in doing so).

They tell you clearly washed bats like DJ LeMahieu or Josh Donaldson will come around and even call you “crazy” if you don’t believe them, only to eventually release those bats after giving them hundreds of undeserved plate appearances.

They tell you how much they believe in their top prospects, making them untouchable in trades, but never giving them the necessary time to develop, whether because they can’t or don’t know how, or because they never really believed in them, only to later trade them or release them for nothing. Unless you’re Anthony Volpe. Then you have an unlimited leash to figure out the major leagues, and when you don’t for a third straight year, they continue to tell you he will with no evidence to defend this idea.

The manager tells everyone how sweet it will be when they finally get to the mountaintop as the team falls further down the mountain and as he continues to improve his unbreakable record of seasons allowed to manage the Yankees without winning a championship. He says this only after he spends a full season telling you egregious baserunning mistakes are overblown and poor pitching efforts were simply a mirage because every pitcher on the Yankees has “good stuff” every day.

The majority owner of the team actually told the world this offseason the New York Yankees don’t turn a profit in between his public chances to advocate for a salary cap, which would strip the Yankees of their biggest advantage.

Then there’s the general manager, who enters his 30th season on the job as if he’s a firefighter, police officer or teacher. With one championship since the turn of the century and one championship appearance in the last 16 years, Brian Cashman continues to prove the theory he’s a Steinbrenner without having the last name. Last year, he spent $15 million on LeMahieu $9.8 million on Aaron Hicks and $6 million on Anthony Rizzo. LeMahieu gave the Yankees 45 games of poor defense and a .674 OPS and Hicks and Rizzo were out of baseball. (The Yankees owe Hicks another $1 million in 2026.) Cashman’s starting first baseman (Rizzo) from the previous year’s World Series was forced into retirement and his starting left fielder (Alex Verdugo) from that series was forced to take a minor-league deal in his age 29 season.

There’s no need to write about the idea Cashman should be fired, since the Yankees are more likely to stop wearing pinstripes at home or using the interlocking NY as their logo than they are to replace the general manager who is in his 40th year in the organization. But there is plenty to write about what he said on Wednesday during a press conference to announce the re-signing of Cody Bellinger when asked about the 2026 roster being the same as the 2025 roster.

“I disagree that it’s the same, running it back,” Cashman said. “It’s going to be some differences, and the competition is going to be different too. In some cases, some teams got better. Some teams, you could argue, maybe got a little bit worse.”

The last time the Yankees played baseball was in their humiliating ALDS loss to the Blue Jays. Here are the position players on the roster for that series.

Cody Bellinger
Jose Caballero
Jazz Chisholm
Jasson Dominguez
J.C. Escarra
Paul Goldschmidt
Trent Grisham
Aaron Judge
Ryan McMahon
Ben Rice
Amed Rosario
Giancarlo Stanton
Anthony Volpe
Austin Wells

Now let’s take those players and see which are Yankees for 2026 by bolding their names.

Cody Bellinger
Jose Caballero
Jazz Chisholm
Jasson Dominguez
J.C. Escarra
Paul Goldschmidt
Trent Grisham
Aaron Judge
Ryan McMahon
Ben Rice
Amed Rosario
Giancarlo Stanton
Anthony Volpe
Austin Wells

The only name not bolded is Goldschmidt’s, and guess what, reports started to surface this week that the Yankees are interested in bringing back the right-handed-hitting first baseman who can only hit lefties. So the Yankees are re-signing Goldschmidt away from having the exact position players they ended 2025 with to start 2026. And because there are 14 names above, and you can only carry 13 position players on a regular-season roster, whether Goldschmidt returns or not, it’s a 100 percent run-back. But Cashman disagrees.

Maybe Cashman is talking about the pitching staff, where every team has turnover every year, so using pitching staff changes to say you’re not running it back is a joke. But let’s look at the 2025 ALDS pitching staff.

David Bednar
Paul Blackburn
Fernando Cruz
Camilo Doval
Max Fried
Luis Gil
Tim Hill
Carlos Rodon
Cam Schlittler
Will Warren
Luke Weaver
Devin Williams

Now let’s bold the names.

David Bednar
Paul Blackburn
Fernando Cruz
Camilo Doval
Max Fried
Luis Gil
Tim Hill
Carlos Rodon
Cam Schlittler
Will Warren
Luke Weaver
Devin Williams

The only two who are no longer Yankees are Williams and Weaver, who Cashman let walk and they both signed with the Mets. Gerrit Cole isn’t listed there because he missed the entire 2025 season and Clarke Schmidt isn’t listed because he last appeared in a game on July 3. Cole will miss the first half (or so) of 2026 and Schmidt will miss all or nearly all of 2026. Rodon had offseason surgery to remove bones that prevented him from being able to button his shirt by the end of the year (good thing he was allowed to start two postseason games, in which he allowed nine earned runs and 18 baserunners in 8 1/3 innings).

The Yankees traded for Ryan Weathers, so add him to the above list of pitchers. He’s the difference. Right now, Weathers is the one thing keeping the Yankees from potentially having a 100 percent run-back roster from Elimination Day 2025 to Opening Day 2026. Sure, on March 25 in San Francisco, the Yankees will likely have some garbage, late-winter-or-late-spring-training utility player to serve as Caballero’s replacement (this year’s Pablo Reyes or Jahmai Jones or Rougned Odor) as he serves as Volpe’s injury replacement, and yeah, they may have one or two reclamation, let’s-see-what-Matt-Blake-can-do arms in the bullpen, but on March 25 in San Francisco, there’s a very good chance 25 of the 26 Yankees on the roster will have been in the organization the prior year.

Because the Yankees are smarter than every team, have no regrettable transactions or personnel decisions and annually field the best possible team, it comes as no surprise Cashman added this amazing line on Wednesday.

“I’ve been openly willing to challenge anybody that we don’t have a championship-caliber roster and team,” Cashman said.

Pick me! Challenge me!

“But long story short — one [playoff] series, make or break, is not going to define what we think our capabilities are.”

Cashman says the 2025 ALDS isn’t going to define the 2025 Yankees. So what is? How about blowing an eight-game division lead to the Blue Jays to prevent having to play in the Wild Card Series and to prevent having home-field advantage in the ALDS? Or how about going 9-17 against the Blue Jays and Red Sox or 27-34 from June 14 through August 23? Which one of those feats should define the 2025 Yankees?

Wednesday wasn’t a day of excitement for the Yankees or their fans. We know this because the announcement of re-signing Bellinger was held online in a video call. When the Yankees traded for Alex Rodriguez or signed CC Sabathia or Mark Teixeira or even Rodon (for the love of God), the introductions of those players were held at Yankee Stadium. Bellinger wasn’t sitting on a couch with headphones on because he had family plans or other obligations, it’s because bringing him back isn’t a big deal. Bringing Bellinger back was the bare minimum the Yankees had to achieve this offseason. The Yankees didn’t need some grand event at the Stadium to show off their new toy because there is no new toy.

“It’s a different year. We’re looking for a different result, meaning a better result,” Cashman said.

When Cashman gave up on Sonny Gray after 2018 and traded him, he said, “I don’t feel like we can go through the same exercise and expect different results,” and yet, the Yankees continue to go through the same exercise every season with the same failed roster.

“Stay tuned to see where it takes us,” Cashman said on Wednesday.

I know where it takes you. We all know where it takes you. An early postseason exit followed by an end-of-the-season press conference while the postseason is still being played where you tell us Boone will be back and things will be different for the next year. Except they won’t. Not with this roster as currently constructed.

Cody Bellinger is a Yankee (for at least next season since he has an opt out after 2027 and who knows if there will be baseball in 2027). He returns to the team on a five-year, $162.5 million deal to recreate the same lineup the Yankees finished last season with.

The Opening Day (Night) lineup on March 25 in San Francisco against Logan Webb now looks something like this:

Trent Grisham, CF
Ben Rice, 1B
Aaron Judge, RF
Cody Bellinger, LF
Jazz Chisholm, 2B
Giancarlo Stanton, RF
Austin Wells, C
Ryan McMahon, 3B
Jose Caballero, SS

(You just know Aaron Boone will have Judge batting third instead of second to give him fewer plate appearances.)

And that lineup looks like it did when the Blue Jays annihilated the Yankees in the ALDS. The only missing piece is Anthony Volpe whose absence actually enhances the lineup. That’s the lineup that mustered one run in Game 1, couldn’t score in Game 2 until the Blue Jays trotted out the bottom of their postseason roster with a 12-0 lead, briefly came to life to extend the season in Game 3 and then scored two runs on six hits against a Toronto bullpen game in the season-ending Game 4 loss. It’s the same lineup that disappeared for the entire summer and only reappeared when the schedule featured a September of teams with nothing to play for.

As of now, the Yankees believe they were a full season of Ryan Weathers in the rotation, a full season of part-time play from Amed Rosario and a half season of Gerrit Cole away from being a championship-caliber team because those three are currently the differences between the 2025 Yankees and 2026 Yankees. Maybe they’re right. Maybe if the Yankees had won one more game during the regular season and finished atop the division and the AL, they would have had the bye into the ALDS, would have been better rested for that series and would have used home-field advantage to eliminate the Blue Jays. It’s hard to believe that a team that allowed 37 runs in a four-game series would have been able to swing a 3-1 series loss in their favor simply by having the home-field advantage, but OK.

Last season, the Yankees were unable to beat the Blue Jays or Red Sox with any regularity in the regular season, going 9-17. They also went 2-4 against the Tigers and 2-4 against the Dodgers and Phillies. Built to beat up on bad teams with bad starting pitching and bad bullpens, the Yankees did what they were constructed to do. But against the league’s best, and in the postseason against quality pitching every game, they failed again. They barely eked out a series win over the banged-up and inferior Red Sox and then were blown out by the Blue Jays playing a brand of baseball the Yankees abandoned long ago. Now they are prepared to truly “run it back” in 2026 with the same offensive personnel that wasn’t good enough to hold an eight-game lead over the Blue Jays in the summer and wasn’t good enough to get out of the division series in the fall.

Yankees fans want their team to operate like the Dodgers, and they should, but they won’t. Yankees ownership uses their time with the media to advocate for a salary cap while suggesting the Yankees aren’t a profitable business, while the Dodgers, coming off back-to-back championships signed arguably the best closer in baseball and then gave out the highest average annual salary of the offseason as well. The only similarity between the two franchises now is the belief that if you reach the postseason enough times, eventually everything will go right and you will win it all. The problem with that is the 2013-2019 Dodgers had the same lack of postseason success the Aaron Boone Yankees have had. It wasn’t until the Dodgers traded for Mookie Betts, signed Freddie Freeman, Shohei Ohtani and Yoshinobu Yamamoto and started spending more than the Yankees that they were able to win it all.

The 2026 Yankees will go with the Boone era organizational strategy of running it back and believing this season ends differently than the last one. Sign second-tier free agents, trade for projects, continue to tell yourself homegrown players on the verge of being busts figure it out and pray this October is the October when the stars align.

Bringing Bellinger back was the bare minimum the Yankees had to achieve this offseason, so it’s hard to feel good about the franchise that generates more revenue than any other team in the sport and is in the bottom half of the league of revenue-to-payroll ratio doing the bare minimum. There’s a lot of work to be done and less than a month until the start of spring training to do it.

In actuality, the Yankees’ work is done because they believe last year’s team was good enough to win it all, so why wouldn’t they just bring that same team back? This time the ball will bounce their way, the randomness of the postseason will unfold in their favor and luck will be on their side in a way it has been in October only once since 2000. They just know it will. This time things will be different even if the roster is the same.

The Yankees are no better today than they were when they were embarrassed in the ALDS by the Blue Jays. In fact, they’re worse. Because at least when they were getting run out of Rogers Centre and eliminated at Yankee Stadium, they still had Cody Bellinger, the best Yankees version of Devin Williams and the possibility that Luke Weaver could turn it around. Now Williams and Weaver are Mets and Bellinger remains a free agent.

Every offseason under Aaron Boone I have joked about the Yankees “running it back” for the next season, and while they have mostly “run it back” from season to season, there has always been at least some slight personnel change from a lineup perspective. From 2025 to 2026 though, they may truly run it back, especially if they re-sign Bellinger.

Because the Yankees’ front office believes they are smarter than everyone else, there’s no doubt they believe the 94-win team they had last season was a “championship-caliber” club, even if they blew an eight-game lead to the Blue Jays, barely eked out a best-of-3 win over the Red Sox and then got humiliated by the Blue Jays in the ALDS. Joel Sherman has frequently talked about the Dodgers’ internal mindset being that if you reach the postseason enough, eventually everything will go your way, which is clearly the same philosophy the Yankees operate under. But it wasn’t until the Dodgers got Mookie Betts, Freddie Freeman and Shohei Ohtani atop their lineup and started spending more annually than both New York teams that they were able to rid themselves of their postseason shortcomings. The Yankees don’t have anything close to the 1 through 5 the Dodgers send out every night (the three aforementioned along with Will Smith and Teoscar Hernandez) and they don’t want to spend anything close to the Dodgers to compete for the best available free agents, whether position players or pitchers.

It’s hard enough to get excited for baseball season when it’s under 10 degrees in New York City, dark every day by 4:30 and the holidays are over, it’s even harder when the offseason highlights to date have been Hal Steinbrenner telling the world with a straight face the Yankees don’t turn a profit and Brian Cashman and Aaron Boone talking about Sonny Gray. As the Yankees embark on Year 9 under Boone and Year 17 since their last championship, with six weeks until spring training, the start of the 2026 calendar year feels a lot like the end of the 2025 Yankees season.

It doesn’t bother me that the baseball offseason is a slog compared to what it used to be (before the Bryce Harper/Manny Machado class). There’s no rush to sign anyone given the lack of a salary cap and who cares if the top free agents sign at the beginning of December or the beginning of February? It doesn’t matter to me if the Yankees better themselves today or a month from now. It only matters that they better themselves in the winter instead of waiting until July because the team that wasn’t good enough to get out of the ALDS in 2025 isn’t going to be good enough to win it in 2026 without upgrades, and Bellinger isn’t an upgrade since he was on last year’s team. The Yankees don’t just need Bellinger, they need Bellinger and more this winter. Unfortunately, I doubt the smarter-than-everyone decision makers feel the same.

I liked Sonny Gray. I wanted to keep liking him too, but he made it impossible. Not because he wasn’t with the Yankees what he was at his best with the A’s (and what he has been since leaving the Yankees). It wasn’t even because of his performance, which was OK in 11 starts in 2017 (3.72 ERA and 4.87 FIP) and then abysmal in 27 starts and 30 games in 2018. It was because of how he handled his time in New York and how he evaluated his performance.

Long before exaggerating and flat-out lying about performances became the nightly routine it is now in the Yankees’ manager’s office and clubhouse, Gray was at the forefront of telling you what you watched wasn’t how it should be interpreted in the Aaron Boone era. As Gray pitched to a 4.90 ERA and pitched himself out of the rotation in 2018, he frequently acted as though his efforts were better than the results showed.

In his last start of May 2018, Gray was destroyed by the Angels. He was given a 4-1 lead through the second inning and made it disappear almost as quickly as he got it. His line for the night: 3.2 IP, 7 H, 5 R, 5 ER, 3 BB, 7 K, 1 HR.

“I thought I commanded my two-seam well,” Gray said after his ERA ballooned to 5.98. “I think it was my four-seam that every time I threw it, it kind of leaked back over the middle of the plate. Slider was good. Yeah, I think the stuff was good.”

In 3 2/3 innings, Gray put 10 runners on base, walked three, allowed seven hits, allowed three extra-base hits, walked Kole Calhoun (.160/.195/.199), walked in a run and hit a batter. But there he was telling everyone his “stuff was good.” It was scary to think what Gray would look like if he didn’t have his “good stuff” and then we found out. For the next two months, he stayed in the rotation and continued to get the shit beat out of him. Every once in a while he would throw a gem just to make you think for a moment maybe he figured it out only to follow it up with a disaster. The final straw came on August 1 when the 115-loss Orioles got to him for eight hits, seven earned runs and two walks over 2 2/3 innings in a loss. Gray was removed from the rotation after that and traded after the season.

Instead of becoming a young, controllable starting pitching success story for the Yankees, Gray was just another in the long line of young, controllable starting pitching failures Brian Cashman has acquired as Yankees general manager. After 28 seasons as general manager, Cashman has still failed to acquire a successful young, controllable starter. Gray, Jeff Weaver, Javier Vazquez, Michael Pineda, Nathan Eovaldi, James Paxton, Jameson Taillon, they all failed in New York and were traded or let walk in free agency. They all blew up in the postseason or were left off postseason rosters completely.

There was a reason the Yankees gave up three of their better prospects in the summer of 2017 for Gray and there’s a reason why the team let him start Game 1 of the 2017 ALDS and Game 4 of the 2017 ALCS. There’s a reason why the Yankees let him keep starting all the way until August in 2018 even though he was nearly a guaranteed loss every time he took the ball. There’s a reason why so many teams were connected to him when the Yankees shopped him and why the Reds ultimately decided to trade for him and give him a $30.5 million extension after the trade, disregarding his awful 2018 season. And there’s a reason why David Ortiz said the following about Gray in 2015:

“The last few seasons, the toughest guy I’ve faced is Sonny Gray from Oakland. This kid’s stuff is legit … the first time I see this Gray kid on the mound, I can’t help but notice he’s 5’10” and skinny. He looks like the guy who fixes my computer at the Apple Store. I’m thinking, Here we go. This is gonna be fun. Then he took me for a ride, man. Fastball. Sinker. Slider. Curve … Whap. Whap. Whap. You have no idea what this kid is going to throw. He drives me crazy.”

The reason for all these things is that Gray had the ability, talent, stuff and repertoire to be a perennial Cy Young candidate. The pitcher Ortiz was talking about is the one who pitched to a 2.88 ERA over 491 innings in his first three seasons in the league and who shut out the Tigers over eight innings in Game 2 of the 2013 ALDS. That’s the pitcher the Yankees thought they were getting. That’s the pitcher I thought the Yankees were getting.

The Yankees essentially did get that pitcher … when they were on the road. When Gray was away from Yankee Stadium, he was his usual self, but when the Yankees were home, it was like watching Game 7 of the 2004 ALCS every start.

Home (15 games, 11 starts)
59.1 IP, 78 H, 47 R, 46 ER, 35 BB, 45 K, 11 HR, 6.98 ERA, 1.904 WHIP

Away (15 games, 12 starts)
71.0 IP, 60 H, 26 R, 26 ER, 22 BB, 78 K, 3 HR, 3.17 ERA, 1.155 WHIP

At Yankee Stadium, opposing batters teed off on him like a collective MVP candidate (.318/.406/.527), while on the road opposing batters hit him like a backup catcher (.226/.295/.320). Unfortunately, the Yankees couldn’t destroy the rest of their rotation by moving everyone around to accommodate Gray’s inability to pitch in the Bronx, so they instead made Austin Romine his personal catcher as if Gary Sanchez was the problem. When the hopeful magic trick of having Romine turn around Gray’s season proved ineffective, the Yankees continued to stick with the meaningless experiment.

The 2018 Yankees went 11-12 when Gray started and 89-50 in all other games, winning 100 games despite Gray’s miserable season. He was left off the postseason roster, and the second the season ended, Cashman went to work openly showing his displeasure with Gray’s performance and ending his Yankees tenure by saying things like “It hasn’t worked out thus far” and “I think that we’ll enter the winter, unfortunately, open-minded to a relocation” and “It’s probably best to try this somewhere else” and “Our intention is to move Sonny Gray and relocate him.”

In Gray’s first day as a Yankee, he met with the media and talked about how excited he was to be a Yankee. He went out of his way to pen a piece in The Players’ Tribune titled ‘New York, I’m Ready to Go.’ In it, he said, “I couldn’t be happier” to be a Yankee, wrote about watching the 2009 Yankees and how his new teammates “have been awesome” and how he was “welcomed with open arms.” Gray would go on to be a guest on CC Sabathia’s podcast to reinforce all of these ideas.

Because of all this and because Gray went above and beyond to express his admiration of the Yankees and his happiness being a Yankee, it makes his comments over the last week since being traded to the Red Sox more than puzzling.

“I never wanted to go there in the first place,” Gray said of the Yankees this past week, which seems odd since his 2017 piece in The Players’ Tribune is hundred of words saying the complete opposite.

“It’s easy to hate the Yankees,” Gray said, which is fine. It’s something I would expect anyone who joins the Red Sox to say, whether said in jest or not. But it comes off as fake when you factor in every anti-Yankees claim Gray made at his first Red Sox press conference contradicts everything he said in 2017 and 2018.

“I just wasn’t myself,” Gray said of his time in New York. (Whose fault is that?) “I don’t know what led to that or anything.”

I think we know what led to that: pitching in New York. Here are Gray’s 2018 splits again:

Home (15 games, 11 starts)
59.1 IP, 78 H, 47 R, 46 ER, 35 BB, 45 K, 11 HR, 6.98 ERA, 1.904 WHIP

Away (15 games, 12 starts)
71.0 IP, 60 H, 26 R, 26 ER, 22 BB, 78 K, 3 HR, 3.17 ERA, 1.155 WHIP

Gray is aware that pitching for the Red Sox is the equivalent to pitching for the Yankees and possibly worse, right? If he pitches the way he pitched with the Yankees with the Red Sox, he will deal with the same scrutiny and I’m sure he will deal with it the same way. Wherever Gray’s next stop is, he’ll tell everyone he never wanted to go to the Red Sox in the first place, even though he had to waive his no-trade clause to go there. And that’s what I’m rooting for and every Yankees fan should be.