Yankees Thoughts: ‘That’s Baseball’

The Yankees had a 4-1 lead in the eighth inning against a team counting down the games, innings, days, hours and minutes until their miserable season ends. They lost 7-4.

Here are 10 thoughts on the Yankees.

1. I think I need to change the way I watch and consume the Yankees. I desperately wish I could be the type of fan who watches the team play if I happen to come across them playing while channel surfing, and if the game isn’t on a commercial break. The type of fan who can only name Aaron Judge as a player on the roster, doesn’t know what place they are in the standings or what time their game is that day, or if there even is a game. The type of fan who goes to one or two games a year because a friend had an extra ticket. I want to be that fan. Unfortunately, I’m not.

2. Unfortunately, for me, my daily or nightly mood is attached to the final score of their games. My blood pressure hinges on that day’s lineup and my mental health is connected to late-inning bullpen decisions. It made me physically sick when Jasson Dominguez wasn’t called up three days ago, and each day that passes with Alex Verdugo being the team’s everyday fielder will eventually catch up to me health-wise.

3. I wish I didn’t care so much about the Yankees winning because the Yankees — the actual organization — doesn’t care about the Yankees winning. The organization’s level of interest in the team is a lot like the casual fan I desire to be: If the Yankees win, great. If they don’t, so be it.

If the Yankees truly cared about winning, they would field the best possible 26-man roster from Opening Day through August 31 and then the best possible 28-man roster from September 1 through Game 162. Roster decisions, the rotation of the order, places in the batting order and bullpen titles and usage wouldn’t be tied to name, reputation, friendships, relationships, service time manipulation or money owed. They would all strictly be based on production, performance, talent and ability.

4. The 7-4 walk-off loss to the Rangers on Tuesday night was all too familiar. The offense left an extraordinary amount of runners on and the bullpen was a disaster, yet again. Yankees fans (and I am one of them) can keep telling themselves that this team can win it all because the field is as wide open as it’s been in years, but the Yankees will enter the postseason with the worst bullpen of any of the 12 teams. Aaron Boone isn’t smart enough, isn’t creative enough, isn’t capable of using his starting pitchers as relievers to compensate for his weak bullpen, and because of that, the team’s demise will likely come because of its relievers. (Either that or because Aaron Judge and Juan Soto have a bad week at the same time, which then would make the bullpen issues a moot point.)

There isn’t a single reliever who can be trusted on the Yankees. They traded for Caleb Ferguson and Victor Gonzalez before the year and then got rid of both. They traded for Enyel De Los Santos and he’s gone. They brought in Nick Burti and he has done what he’s always done best: be hurt. Tommy Kahnle seems to think only throwing 86-mph changeups that change up from nothing is a sound strategy. Luke Weaver is immensely prone to home runs. Jake Cousins is OK. Mark Leiter Jr. sucks. Tim Hill can’t get a swing-and-miss. Tim Mayza? Scott Effross? No.

5. That leaves Clay Holmes, who blew his league-leading 11th save on Tuesday. He has three more blown saves than anyone in the league, which is remarkable. He’s as far ahead of the pack in blowing saves as Judge is in terms of home runs and RBIs. He’s that good at blowing saves.

This wasn’t a soft-contact blown save. This wasn’t a five-ground-balls-found-holes blown save. This was line-drive single, stolen base, walk, walk, grand slam. It would be the equivalent to you showing up to your job at lunch time, then taking a two-hour lunch with cocktails, returning to watch two hours of YouTube before leaving an hour early.

6. Boone loves to say “That’s baseball” when the Yankees lose a game or are shut down by a mediocre-to-bad starting pitcher, like Andrew Heaney or Kyle Gibson or Patrick Corbin, a trio that has shut them down over the last week. It’s hard to say “That’s baseball” when it happens every other day, or in the Yankees’ case, more frequently than that. Since the Yankees are 31-38 since June 13, it’s happened more frequently than every other day.

Every poor outcome for the Yankees is chalked up to being bad luck, misfortune or a tough break. It’s never because the players sucked or that they were put in a position to fail. It’s always just a game of luck when the Yankees lose. And when they lose in the postseason, it’s because the postseason is a crapshoot. Oddly enough, the postseason wasn’t a crapshoot in the late-‘90s or 2000s.

7. That’s why I want to be that casual fan. I don’t want to be awake at midnight because Holmes is still the Yankees closer despite being worse at that role than any other pitcher in the majors. I don’t want to be aggravated that Boone keeps preaching how well Verdugo has hit of late, when his last two hits were a ground ball to third that he beat out because the third baseman was playing near shortstop and a 61-mph bloop that only fell in for a hit because the infield was drawn in with a runner on third. I don’t want to be told Nestor Cortes will make his next start (which Boone said on Sunday) only for Boone to say on Tuesday that Cortes will not make his next start, and have no one in the media ask him why he said differently 48 hours prior.

8. I want to be the fan that just accepts what the team is and goes on with their life. If Hal Steinbrenner tells me Boone is a “great manager” and deserving of an eighth season without having won a championship, awesome. If Brian Cashman tells me there’s no lane for the team’s top prospect who is untouchable in every trade request to play every day because the worst-hitting left fielder in the league needs to play, great. If Boone tells me Holmes is “the guy” for the closer role despite being the worst closer in the majors, fantastic. My life as a Yankees fan would be so much easier, so much more enjoyable if I could react that way. Or the Yankees could just operate in a way that made sense, and my life as a Yankees fan would also be much easier, much more enjoyable.

9. Life as a Yankees fan shouldn’t be so stressful, so aggravating, so disappointing. It’s unbelievably easy to create the best 26-man roster possible and then play the nine best available position players from that roster nearly every day, bat them in an order that makes sense using simple logic, pull starting pitchers when they are fatigued, give relievers clean innings to come into, occasionally call for a bunt, steal or hit-and-run, never use the contact play with a runner on third and less than two outs, be honest about player performances and injuries and hold players accountable for their performances. And yet, the Yankees make it so unbelievably difficult.

10. The Yankees are once again out of first place. They trail the Orioles by a 1/2 game and because the Orioles hold the head-to-head tiebreaker, it’s as if they trail them by 1 1/2 games.

The Orioles will play the White Sox again on Wednesday. The Yankees will play the Rangers. If the Yankees don’t win, they will fall another game behind in the division with 22 games left. If they lose, it will be because of bad luck or soft contact or a ball that didn’t fall in or some other bullshit to hide the fact the best 28 players in the organization weren’t available or on the roster for the game. I guess nothing can be done about that. That’s baseball.